Awaiting...

I'm awaiting...
awaiting for my relationsip's destiny
awaiting for his decision
awaiting for the love

I'm trying to be just okay
I'm trying to be more patient
I'm trying not to push him a lot
and just waiting...

Will I see a hope?
or just the phatamorgana
Will I get a disappointed?
or just the phobia
so, I'm just waiting...

I have two or even three probably decisions of him
"let's try again and fix it"
"sorry, I'm just bored and cannot continue this"
"I don't know yet, I still need the time"
so, I'm just waiting...

I'm affraid
I'm confuse
I'm sad
I'm blank
but, I just can wait...

Awaiting...
I don't know how long it will be
I even scare to think about it
so, i'm just awaiting...